diary of a doll

location: School on the imac!

mood: by CODY!

music: Superhuman.C.brown && KeRi.H

So Yesterday Was fun my school asked could they take pictures of me for their future brochures.
Being as though I love to take pictures i said ok! so i took them && had a ball the photographer was
really funny. At first it was awkward, but he made it okay....I could most def be a model now. The camera loved me. After school I shopped a bit with Shaina....We went to Saks, burlington, Macy's && Sneaker Villa...

Here's me && Shaina






I only bought a Juicy Tee...

Thats it but it's Yellow with blue letters but Shaina got that exact one!

Other than that I went home took a nap && watch an old 90210, Bad Girls Club, && talked to my friend BJ.

Tags: bad girls club, juicy, saks, shaina

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location: my BED!

mood: im ok!

music: "Sell Me Candy" Rihanna

I LOVED it it was great ofcourse we were last cause of me!
me we just caught the next movie!!!
they had a red carpet outside and a shoe drive it was classic!!!

Flicks:

Me &&& My GBF MEaCH


Thats Shaina She went &&& meachs friend Shannon!
but she left right in the middle of the movie cuz her Boyfriend
wanted his car back!!!

So i over did it Just a little!!!!



&&&ofcourse i had to have a PINK COSMO after that!

Tags: pink cosmo, satc

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location: CPU Ro0m!

mood: *excitied and hopefull

music: Nah Silence

ii am off to see about School 2Day!!!
WiSh me LuCk!!!!

Tags: school!!

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location: Live from JR's BED

mood: im by my self!

music: Watchin Chelsey Lately

So once again we:.....

Went to the mall and came home and he went out!!!!
i dont even have anything new to tell u guys!!!
thats pathetic
well except what i bought which wasn't alot!!!




Thats dress is from last week!
but i bought 2 new pair of pink panties
2 necklaces, and a purse!!!!
all together i spent 17.00


but once again im lonely!!!!

Tags: mall, sunday

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location: Jr's HouSe

mood: just a lil

music: nah he's playin PS3

So here is our normal sunday routine
*Wake-Up
Get Dressed wait for JR to get up!
Get On Myspace, FabSugar, See new with pastry kicks
...

Then we Go to the mall!

So today i bought
2pair of Victoria Secret Panties
a gorgeous little black dress
and 2 pair of tube socks on sale from rue21!
other than that we went to Fridays
ate and then came home he's prolly going to go out to korbar
and ill be chilling here mad as hell but whatever!



im thinking about going to school
like a university somewhere close but far...like an hour away!
i just feel that i should go back to school&&& get
to have that whole...college expirence!


Im feeling kind of lonely in a way
since me and my mom don't really get along anymore
i dont feel close to her at all &&& idont really feel close to JR beacuse he either always really busy or trying to juggle friends work, and, family its really starting to take a serious toll on our relationship cause the spark that use to be there is fading...


i got a really serious and eye opening call from someone who knows me really good and we had a VERY VERY serious conversation that made me sick back and honsetly ask WHERE IS MY LIFE GOING?

Tags: sunday1

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location: my mom's

mood: im swole

music: none

Hey Guys ii know i havent wrote in a while
but im here now...feeling kinda ok!
iim a little upset today national city
took like 171.00 off me this morning
claiming i overdrew but i always pay really close
attention to the money i spend with my card they
just needed someone to get out on foreal i know
thats whats really going on...

Anyway does anyone know how to make layout for xanga?
i really dont mind keeping the one i got
i just dont know how to fix it...so if anyone cold help
i'd really appreciate it...

heres my latest obbsessions:



OMG if i was gay i'd so try to get her!!! lolz


fafii

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location: mom's lair lolz

mood: *shitty*

music: nah lifetime's on TV

wow, ii feel like i dont know been looking at my life lately
&&& my LJ for that matter... they r both fugly...
i have nothing i want and want everything...
i do nothing i need to, and do and say thing i really really should't
im really really confused and dont have the ambition to do anyting
im going to update with pictures tomorrow im on my mom's comp.
which moves as 80-year-old speed...

i spent my income tax on getting my cell back on
i let them cut it off...&&& i just got my state check back
which was only 181.00 i think im going to sit on it for once....
neva in my life have i saved money...ii suck @ it!
but im going to try even thought
da bowler bag to match my pastry's came out!


i keep buying m.a.c eyeshadow's lol my latest obession
&&& rihanna i love that grl for no reason at all! im going to STOP...(with the mac i mean) other than that i kinda think
jr might be seeing someone else...but im trying not to believe it
or blame him off top...its just a thot right now...

maybe im in a slump or something its amazing
SOMETIIMES IM ON-TOP-OF-THE-WORLD
and others
i cant feel any lower!!!


update l8r...and will comment!

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location: Jr's

mood: *im okay*

music: Nah!

Finally Got em!...Been stalkin these!



only thiing left i want are....



Fab Cookie Mid Cherry Icing

&&&


Fab Cookie Mid Blueberry Icing


ok &&& maybe these too!

Tags: pastry's

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location: JR's

mood: *confused-n-angry*

music: watchin 106th&park *janets on*

just a pic for yall lol...

ii try to stay Happy....but the littles things piss me off beyond belief....&&& i dont know why!!! Yesterday...Jr Came home with burger king for him and Taco Bell For me! which was good cuz i dont like burger king...ii was watchin girllicious and in a good mood eating a jawbreaker!!! {thats my favorite movie...}...but then 4 of Jrs friend came over... &&& teesha dates one of his friends so she came over...Which was cool cuz i haven;'t hung with her in a while...we watched tivo... which was [flavor of love, girlicious ,gossipgirl, making da band4, and randy jackson dance crew] we painted our nails and read all my magazines which was[alot]...&&& ofcourse jr went and played his game...i have a good mind to break the PS3....

so im really snoopy and i always look thru is phone in which he flirts with all his little friends theres alot of girls who like him...but me being so fustrated i dont even care whatever happens happens...he's asking one to be a dependable best frind as if he dont have enough i mean these mafuckas come over everyday...i want my own place...i was think like a 5bedroom with all my friends...sounds cool...like how they live together on top model! but watever enuff about that im going to the mall later with my mom &&& ii think i want the following.....




yea i love these


ii collect these!

Tags: girls night, mall, teesha

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location: JR'z

mood: *girl moment*

music: watchn' rock of love

Hey Guyz....im up...&&& depressed for no reason

JR is downstair sleep as usual im not getting any where near as much attention as i use to...and its been eating @ me...cuz he works from like 9am-9pm...&&& then comes home &&& wants to go out somewhere either to a club or dave and busters...&&& i just want quality time in th house...he says he can tell its been eating @ me...but im like whatever!


he goes to D&B every weekend but im bored with it this is me and his baby sister well shes lik 19 but we had fun together for a mintue we snuck over to tgi fridays and ate cz were both didnt even wanna be a D&B....



this is me &&& jr At D&B on his b-day....as u can see we go there to much im starting to hate it and he's luvin more each time! but u know me lil girl loves takin pics so that what i do the whole time!



Pick Always look betta in black & white lolz






this is the shit i bought the other day big sales at
forever21, rue21 ,v.secret, guess ,wetseal, aldo , jcPenny, &&& playboy well spencers!

Tags: dave and busters

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location: jr's

mood: crappy

music: wayne...

how come when i want a journal i neva have time to update and when i dont i have all the time in the world surfin da net cuz im bored as hell!?

im going to try to update regularly now!!!

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location: h0m3

music: non3

Todays Was Boring...I didnt do a damn thing....Well I Tried to do my hair in this hair style that kinda hot right now....I went to Kenny wood (www.kennywoood.com) on Fri... It was the penn hills picnic so it was packed &&& smackin...but anyway i seen like all the chicks with the hair style i did today i just wanted to see if i could do it...its a feathered bang with a long str8 pony tail.... look heres me posin outside today




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location: Home

mood: just a crappy day

music: Watchin Tyra Sh0w

Wow... I dont Even Know Where to start....
Im reading from where I left off so here goes nothing....

I had got into it with my mom and decided to go stry ver my best friend for a while...or atleast get our own place me &&& Teesha....So we tried but ofcourse That didnt work out...&&& i ended up comming back home...but all while iwas there i had started talking to this guy I've know for a few years named J.R. Weve Always been cool and he had a crush on me, but i was occupied with gerald and mike and all them....Me &&& Gerald Are friends barley...but anyway I've fallen for J.R. harder Than ever....

*US*


*again*



*&again *



He Promises to be different then any guy I've ever Met &&& So Far so good, but ive always's trusted the wrong guysz throughout my life and im praying he really is...i mean i love him more then anything &&& i trust him...but i still have this tiny fear that this one might go wrong too...


other then that im back @ work and honestly that aLL I do is work &&& Chill With J.R.

ummm...oh my cell phone got cut off so im trying to get that back on but all while im doing that J.R. Said he'll get me a sidekick 3 I want one really bad...so then i can update take pics and show yall everything...besides all that there no other real plans...im waiting on J.R. to call he took some grl who didnt have a prom date to promits 12:05 getting around that time he should be making his way to me!!! im like 30 mins away from a bitch fit!


im going to try to update eveyday this time....

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location: C P U

mood: bored

music: N O N 3

-------------------------------2007-------------------------
New pics FOr YALL



Teesh Me &&& Tommi @ Da Movies 12.25.06

Tomorrow i Have to GO Get Test Ran on my Kidneys They have to ultrasound them and Make me pee with this X=ray fluid in front of these doctors...i just hope i neva suffer from kidney failure


yea i know ima FOOL




me smilling look u will neva see this again i feel stupid when i smile lol



me shoping


teesha was hatin foreal but i think its cause i got a vikki secret charge and they denied her one...

Tags: 07, at club

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location: H O M E

mood: ChiLLin Waitin 4 my Mom

music: 106&&Park Countdown

Welcome to my Diary I Kinda Like Writing Down Everything I Do and Now U Can All Read It to I Dont See the need For Piracy SO Please Read Enjoy and Comment And By aLL Mean Make Ur own I Recomend IT.....

-found out my left kidneys is bad, and thats the big news right now lol

Tags: .s t a r t

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